Today I'm so tired. It's all because of I stay up late last night and I'm not taking my breakfast this morning. Trying to diet though, cause I think I'm put on my weight again..oh no..!!!
I'm not have enough idea to blog about this week. Kadang-kadang ada, kadang-kadang tak ada. Actually, I've planned to blog about every single thing that happen to me since Monday, but always lost the idea by the time I'm sitting in front of my laptop.
My bro called me this morning. Once again, he told me bad news. My cousin warded, suspected from variety of disease. All of sudden he get all the disease. You name it je. Darah tinggi, jantung, paru-paru bengkak. Macam-macam lagi lah.
All the news make me realize something. Something that I've left behind. All because of my frustration towards my relatives. I'd rather sit here silently than ambil tahu hal diaorang kat kampung. Not sure if they notice it or not. I know who am I. That's why I took this way I'm actually don't want to know about them anymore, but after the news this morning, I thought that, how long I want to throw away all my past.? Like it or not, they are already inside my life. I cannot run away from it anymore.
Haih..dont know laa..Can't think anymore...!!!
Even though I may seems don't put any attention of all people around me, it does not mean that I don't care and I do not love them. I'm actually love and care each and everyone of my family, my relative and also my close friends, but they seems do not understand me......None of them actually...
Oh..how sad though....:(
I'm not have enough idea to blog about this week. Kadang-kadang ada, kadang-kadang tak ada. Actually, I've planned to blog about every single thing that happen to me since Monday, but always lost the idea by the time I'm sitting in front of my laptop.
My bro called me this morning. Once again, he told me bad news. My cousin warded, suspected from variety of disease. All of sudden he get all the disease. You name it je. Darah tinggi, jantung, paru-paru bengkak. Macam-macam lagi lah.
All the news make me realize something. Something that I've left behind. All because of my frustration towards my relatives. I'd rather sit here silently than ambil tahu hal diaorang kat kampung. Not sure if they notice it or not. I know who am I. That's why I took this way I'm actually don't want to know about them anymore, but after the news this morning, I thought that, how long I want to throw away all my past.? Like it or not, they are already inside my life. I cannot run away from it anymore.
Haih..dont know laa..Can't think anymore...!!!
Even though I may seems don't put any attention of all people around me, it does not mean that I don't care and I do not love them. I'm actually love and care each and everyone of my family, my relative and also my close friends, but they seems do not understand me......None of them actually...
Oh..how sad though....:(
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