I'm at the airport right now, waiting for the gate to open and flying home tonight. Normally I will feel sad going home because its mean that I will be far away from my friends. I am happy here because I have friends to gurau senda and to bergelak ketawa.
But now, I feel tak sabar nak balik kampung. I do not feel anything here. Kalau boleh, rasa macam nak hilang terus dari semua orang kat sini...! Everyone that are very supportive and understanding before this, seems do not care about me at all right now. Susah senang aku tak ada siapa kesah..! Well...there's goes to ' sebab nila setitik, rosak susu sebelanga'. Because of one mistakes, everything I've done looks like bad to other people. Do I really care what people think about me..?? No, I dont even care, as I do not interfere in any of other people's problem. I do not point this to someone that are close to me or once being close to me, as I know dia never think negatively about me. Cukuplah sekadar tu aku katakan.
A lot of people wearing face mask here. Everyone taking precaution to avoid any jangkitan of H1N1. Kat pejabat aku dah ada orang kena kuarantin. Fuh, scary lor..Mintalah dijauhkan dari semua wabak-wabak ni.
Dekat pejabat tadi, I dont feel to talk to anybody. It is not because I am annoyed with those people, but aku dah serik. Diam salah, kalau bercakap pula orang kata kita niat jahat. Sometimes these people make me want to cry all the time. Looks like I am a terrorist..! Haih..I dont know. I don't want to blame anyone as I know no one is wrong. People have their own opinion. Aku tak nak dengar sebelah pihak je.
I REPEAT...I DO NOT BLAMING OTHERS...I JUST TELLING WHAT I AM THINKING. IF YOU FELT THAT YOU ARE DOING WRONG, SO ITS YOUR PROBLEM THOUGH..!
Meanwhile, I'm keep wondering, when all these misunderstanding will end.? I hate sitting in the middle of 2 different groups and mentality. If all people wants to perceive me that way, go ahead. Ada aku kesah..??? Aku cuma harap, each and everyone of you will sedar akan kesilapan sendiri sepertimana aku sedar kesilapan aku dulu. I am stronger now because of that. Do whatever you want to do, as long as aku tak kacau hidup orang and aku tak susahkan orang tu. Kot aku minta tolong pun, hanya dengan orang yang aku tahu memang ikhlas tolong aku selama ni.
But now, I feel tak sabar nak balik kampung. I do not feel anything here. Kalau boleh, rasa macam nak hilang terus dari semua orang kat sini...! Everyone that are very supportive and understanding before this, seems do not care about me at all right now. Susah senang aku tak ada siapa kesah..! Well...there's goes to ' sebab nila setitik, rosak susu sebelanga'. Because of one mistakes, everything I've done looks like bad to other people. Do I really care what people think about me..?? No, I dont even care, as I do not interfere in any of other people's problem. I do not point this to someone that are close to me or once being close to me, as I know dia never think negatively about me. Cukuplah sekadar tu aku katakan.
A lot of people wearing face mask here. Everyone taking precaution to avoid any jangkitan of H1N1. Kat pejabat aku dah ada orang kena kuarantin. Fuh, scary lor..Mintalah dijauhkan dari semua wabak-wabak ni.
Dekat pejabat tadi, I dont feel to talk to anybody. It is not because I am annoyed with those people, but aku dah serik. Diam salah, kalau bercakap pula orang kata kita niat jahat. Sometimes these people make me want to cry all the time. Looks like I am a terrorist..! Haih..I dont know. I don't want to blame anyone as I know no one is wrong. People have their own opinion. Aku tak nak dengar sebelah pihak je.
I REPEAT...I DO NOT BLAMING OTHERS...I JUST TELLING WHAT I AM THINKING. IF YOU FELT THAT YOU ARE DOING WRONG, SO ITS YOUR PROBLEM THOUGH..!
Meanwhile, I'm keep wondering, when all these misunderstanding will end.? I hate sitting in the middle of 2 different groups and mentality. If all people wants to perceive me that way, go ahead. Ada aku kesah..??? Aku cuma harap, each and everyone of you will sedar akan kesilapan sendiri sepertimana aku sedar kesilapan aku dulu. I am stronger now because of that. Do whatever you want to do, as long as aku tak kacau hidup orang and aku tak susahkan orang tu. Kot aku minta tolong pun, hanya dengan orang yang aku tahu memang ikhlas tolong aku selama ni.
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