Pejam celik pejam celik dah nak dekat 18 hari kita berpuasa ye. Cepat je rasa. Tak puas lagi berpuasa rasanya. Why.? Sebab puasa buat otak aku tenang. Why..? macam yang aku beritahu dalam entri lepas lah. Jadi sekarang aku agak sedih bila Ramadhan akan melabuhkan tirainya.( sob sob sob,nangis sambil lap hidung..).
I wonder what will I do after Ramadhan gone after this. Hopefully I will have time to see Ramadhan again. Ameen..( tadah tangan..)
Setiap hari, lepas bangun dari tidur, macam-macam benda yang bermain di fikiran aku. Sekarang aku dalam dilema sebenarnya. Aku pun tak tahu nak cakap macam mana. To be honest, I don't like this situation. Em..actually I hate it..! The situation that I want to avoid the most in my life. However, I cannot blame others or put the fault on other people. Its me that created that situation. I know I am wrong and I make the mistake.Before this, I didn't think about others thinking. I thought that people can accept it like I can accept what others done to me. I can give and take, but I forgot that I'm not at school time anymore. I forgot about that, and I think I'm not the best in everyone heart as they are the best in my life. I guess none of people out there understand. Some people say I am crazy because still stay there and sabar dengan semua tu, but as for me, life is too short to waste all the precious time I have to hate someone that once the best in my life. Even whatever happen between us, aku percaya dan aku yakin akan ketentuan Tuhan. Bukan apa, aku cuma tak nak bersangka buruk lagi. Sebab at the end, aku yang dapat balasannya.
Sekarang ni cuma kuasa Tuhan saja yang boleh mengubah segala-galanya. Aku yakin dan semua harus yakin dengan kuasa Tuhan, sebab kita tak akan tahu dan expect akan apa yang kita akan dapat nanti. Kadang-kadang sesuatu tu kita rasa macam impossible je, tapi dengan kuasa Tuhan everything is possible..! Itulah yang aku percaya sekarang, sebab aku bukan lihat luaran. Aku menilai hati budi. I think I know them and I hope Allah will always help me to face all these.
However, the main point I wrote all these entry is to express how I am frustrated on whatever happen. I am really upset and I wish all these are dreams. Hopefully someone will wake me up and everything will back to normal.
Haih....nevermind.....
All in all, one thing I have to remember is a quote from Petronas ads,..
"Jalan mesti kedepan bukan ke belakang..". So I have to move forward and leave the rest to Allah. InsyaAllah.
Have a good day to all..!!! Happy fasting and Selamat Menyambut Hari Raya yang bakal tiba.
I wonder what will I do after Ramadhan gone after this. Hopefully I will have time to see Ramadhan again. Ameen..( tadah tangan..)
Setiap hari, lepas bangun dari tidur, macam-macam benda yang bermain di fikiran aku. Sekarang aku dalam dilema sebenarnya. Aku pun tak tahu nak cakap macam mana. To be honest, I don't like this situation. Em..actually I hate it..! The situation that I want to avoid the most in my life. However, I cannot blame others or put the fault on other people. Its me that created that situation. I know I am wrong and I make the mistake.Before this, I didn't think about others thinking. I thought that people can accept it like I can accept what others done to me. I can give and take, but I forgot that I'm not at school time anymore. I forgot about that, and I think I'm not the best in everyone heart as they are the best in my life. I guess none of people out there understand. Some people say I am crazy because still stay there and sabar dengan semua tu, but as for me, life is too short to waste all the precious time I have to hate someone that once the best in my life. Even whatever happen between us, aku percaya dan aku yakin akan ketentuan Tuhan. Bukan apa, aku cuma tak nak bersangka buruk lagi. Sebab at the end, aku yang dapat balasannya.
Sekarang ni cuma kuasa Tuhan saja yang boleh mengubah segala-galanya. Aku yakin dan semua harus yakin dengan kuasa Tuhan, sebab kita tak akan tahu dan expect akan apa yang kita akan dapat nanti. Kadang-kadang sesuatu tu kita rasa macam impossible je, tapi dengan kuasa Tuhan everything is possible..! Itulah yang aku percaya sekarang, sebab aku bukan lihat luaran. Aku menilai hati budi. I think I know them and I hope Allah will always help me to face all these.
However, the main point I wrote all these entry is to express how I am frustrated on whatever happen. I am really upset and I wish all these are dreams. Hopefully someone will wake me up and everything will back to normal.
Haih....nevermind.....
All in all, one thing I have to remember is a quote from Petronas ads,..
"Jalan mesti kedepan bukan ke belakang..". So I have to move forward and leave the rest to Allah. InsyaAllah.
Have a good day to all..!!! Happy fasting and Selamat Menyambut Hari Raya yang bakal tiba.
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