sleepless night again...

I have sleepless night again....ARGHH...!

I don't know what was happening to me and what was bothering my mind right now. I'm really can't sleep soundly even after taking flu and cough medicine.

Yes..I am sick again this year. I've got fever and flu, and until today, I still do not get my fitness yet.

Yesterday, I've got a letter from my business support unit. I am actually  indeed waiting for some good news from them. Its about my career. Pejam celik pejam celik, dah setahun rupanya....How fast times flies isn't it?

I am hoping for good news, however I've got the other way round. Guess what.?

I'm still contract.......(*sob sob sob*)

I am frustrated but deep down in my heart I am very thankful as I'm still have job and I 'm still will get my salary, which means that I will still got money to continue living in this world..

Despite all that, I'm still feels sad and disappointed, but I'm really appreciate whatever my business support and my boss had done all this while to ensure that I'll get permanent post and continue serving for them and this company..Really appreciate that....!

So, yesterday I just mourning about my destiny for the whole day...!

I can't stop thinking about that even though I am trying hard to accept that. I know they 're already done their best to help me, but I just want to 'layan' my frustration..( * sigh)

But today, I just want to forget about it and continue my life and trying hard to SLEEP.....!!!!!

I WANT TO SLEEP...!!!

badakbiru: selera pun takde.....