leave or stay?

Last time, I'd make a promise in myself. I won't leave you alone until you get married or you chase me away from your life.

But now, I think maybe I have to leave you. It is hard to me to make the decision, but it seems that my effort to bring us together like before is towards the end. We are now totally stranger. No more good time to share with, as right now you have someone beside you. Someone that really makes you happy and you are happy as well. 

I don't know whether I should take this way, or I should stay. Deep down in my heart, I'm really damn want to stay beside you, as I really care about you, but I really don't know whether you care about me or not as same as you care about 'the person'. 

I think, maybe you don't mind whether I stay or I leave, because I know you can live without me or live alone. You never push me to be there for you all this while. I am the one that voluntarily want to be with you. I don't know....if deep down in your heart, you really want me to stay with you, as I know everyone have their own insecurity.

Please....

Just show me a sign that tells me that you really need me beside you, so that I will choose to stay as leaving you is very hard for me...

badakbiru: diamond in the rough.