Monday, January 10, 2011

Hmmm....

I don't know if someone near me realize my insecurity in life or not. The lost that I'd feel and the fear that I kept inside. I'm really wish, someone will realize and try to comfort me and stay by my side until I get my strength back. 
Before this, I thought that I've found someone. I really afraid to lose them. However, something unexpected happen and it keeps us apart each day. Even though we are very near, but we just miles apart. We met everyday, but we seldom talk and share things. Our close relationship had change to totally stranger.

Everyday I've tried to build back our close relationship, but I just can't..!
I feel nothing inside. It seems very difficult to us to get along again. Sometimes I wonder whether I am the one that keeps us apart or you are the one.

I'm always running away lately. I keep distant between us. I don't know why I have to do that..! 
I really want us to be together again, but something makes me to make a border between us. It's hurt me each day as I saw you everyday, but I can't make you happy and create laughter between us again.

It really makes me confused...!
I wish I know your feeling....and I wish you said it out loud...

badakbiru : really confuse

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