hishh..

First day at work after very long vacation.
Hari pertama, paip kat mata aku dah bocor..!!! :(

Frustrated.
Menyampah.
Sakit hati.
tertipu
terpedaya
dan macam macam lagi...!

Feels like want to kill myself je..tapi tu kerja orang bodoh lah kan. Tak kan lah sebabkan tak dapat apa yang dinantikan, sampai nak bunuh diri. Heh..

However, I feel so sad and frustrated because...feel likes no one appreciate me and nobody trying to understand my feeling.
I'd wasted my time for almost 5 years here and got nothing..!
Either knowledge or experience. All that I get is hatred, surrounded by negative and selfish people and I also lost my friendship.
It is worth it..???????

Seriously, I am deeply frustrated with all these nonsense and permainan political people..!

badakbiru : Kalau tak ada buat salah, buat apa nak takut dengan aku? Aku tak bodoh nak marah orang tak tentu pasal.