Finally

In my previous entry..I've told about good news that I will get related to my career life and finally last Wednesday, I'd received my offer letter..yeay..!

At last, I get a position that will test my knowledge and skills...It is a 4 and half years of waiting though. Lama kan..? Memang gila..! 

But still..my status is still 'contract' . At first, I thought it would be a permanent status, namun aku hampa. On the day I'd collected my offer letter, I am a little bit frustrated when I'm look at the offer letter. Namun, aku terima juga surat tu walaupun agak kecewa. Lama beb aku tunggu, tapi still have to follow the procedure. * sigh*

To be honest, I am afraid of this new responsibility. Mungkin sesetengah orang rasa aku bangga dapat semua tu, tapi secara realitinya..aku takut, dan tak nak terlalu excited. Perjalanan dugaan hidup aku panjangggggg lagiiii..

I guess it is not going to be an easy task for me. Ye lah. Selama ni aku cuma menerima arahan sahaja, tapi sekarang aku ada anak buah yang perlu di monitor dan di tunjuk ajar. Cuma aku masih perlu menerima arahan dari pihak atasan. Kiranya aku perlu menerima arahan dan memberi arahan, tapi secara berhemah dan berpengetahuan lah. Bukan main sedap hati je nak arah-arah orang. In fact, I have to struggle and give full commitment towards whatever I am in right now. I need to prove something to myself. I am good and I am capable to do all sort of responsibilties..!

So, I will be a lilttle bit busy this week and probably this month and  also I'll be away for induction course for 3 weeks starting next week. Maybe this blog will not have any update for a few days. Heh...but if I have time, I will update something to share with all of you.

So friends....

Hope to get your prayer for me to be success in my task and in my future undertaking.

badakbiru : too many thing to get done, but have to little time...argh..!