Tuesday, June 30, 2009

worry

I got up early this morning. I am a little bit worried. It's not about my personal problem, but its about money. I am in the midst of financial crisis...huhu..

I really don't have any idea how to solve these financial problems anymore. I'm totally blank...! I have so much debts to settle and I have no saving at all..Argh....! I do not have any back up too. I know money are not everything, but everything is money though. This problem makes me lost my appetite and my smile. I do not have feeling to smile and my mind are blank. Nak nangis pun ada juga rasa. This Thursday I will go back to my hometown and next Monday I will have to go outstation for 3 days. I need to use my own money first to travel. That's makes me much more worry though. Actually, I have choice not to attend it, but I choose to attend it because I am so bored sitting in front of my desktop at my office...!


Huh..there's a lot of thing in my mind right now that makes me much more worry and can't think. At last I have to ask help from someone that I don't want to bebankan lagi. I don't know how to start, but I have to tebalkan muka and ask for help. I cannot face it alone anymore. Lantaklah other people nak fikir apa, as long as I can solve my problem..

badakbiru : Even though I wrote all these in this blog,but in reality I'll find ways to solve the problem by myself, because I believe, each problem should have a solution.

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