Pagi tadi aku ke Bahagian Wad Kecemasan. A friend in need. So, I sms my boss, said I'm gonna be late to the office. Its been like ages I'm not going to the hospital since my last visit, especially emergency unit. I think my last visit is when I took my elder brother, while he cannot breath because of heart attack . Cuak gila aku time tu.
While I am waiting for my friend doing her checking, I look around the place. There's a lot of people suffering from different kind of disease. Suddenly my brother's story while he took my arwah mak to the emergency unit 4 years ago pop up in my mind. It makes me so sad to recall it. My mother passed away in front of his eyes. I can imagine how he feel on that time. The feeling are the same while I'm took my elder brother to the same hospital a few years back, nasib baik aku cepat if not I think he's also will get the same result as my mum.
Before all these happens, I always take things for granted, but when I'm feel it myself, I felt so scared if anything bad happen to my siblings, or people's that I love especially my close friend. I do not want to feel regretted for my whole life again if anything happened to them because of my carelessness or sikap tak ambil peduli apa yang jadi kat sekeliling aku. For me, kerja, duit dan harta boleh dicari tapi masa yang diabaikan untuk orang-orang yang kita sayang dan menyayangi kita, tak boleh di putar balik dan tak boleh diganti lagi.
So, because of that I'm really really want to say to all my friends and my family that I love them so much and I'm really care about them. I don't want to lose them yet.Aku tak kisah disusahkan di tengah-tengah malam untuk orang yang aku sangat care and love. Kalau Tuhan lebih sayangkan mereka, sekurang-kurangnya aku dah cuba yang termampu untuk mereka.
badakbiru : sangat cuak dan sangat risau pagi tadi..
While I am waiting for my friend doing her checking, I look around the place. There's a lot of people suffering from different kind of disease. Suddenly my brother's story while he took my arwah mak to the emergency unit 4 years ago pop up in my mind. It makes me so sad to recall it. My mother passed away in front of his eyes. I can imagine how he feel on that time. The feeling are the same while I'm took my elder brother to the same hospital a few years back, nasib baik aku cepat if not I think he's also will get the same result as my mum.
Before all these happens, I always take things for granted, but when I'm feel it myself, I felt so scared if anything bad happen to my siblings, or people's that I love especially my close friend. I do not want to feel regretted for my whole life again if anything happened to them because of my carelessness or sikap tak ambil peduli apa yang jadi kat sekeliling aku. For me, kerja, duit dan harta boleh dicari tapi masa yang diabaikan untuk orang-orang yang kita sayang dan menyayangi kita, tak boleh di putar balik dan tak boleh diganti lagi.
So, because of that I'm really really want to say to all my friends and my family that I love them so much and I'm really care about them. I don't want to lose them yet.Aku tak kisah disusahkan di tengah-tengah malam untuk orang yang aku sangat care and love. Kalau Tuhan lebih sayangkan mereka, sekurang-kurangnya aku dah cuba yang termampu untuk mereka.
badakbiru : sangat cuak dan sangat risau pagi tadi..
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